Rants. =)

Gosh so busy these days. = =

So. Yeah apa jadi to me these few… weeks? or Month?

Exam —-> over. and really bad.

Report card day —-> Over. She keeps kutuking me. WTH

Oh now. Went for a Red Cross Camp last Friday till Sunday. Had a GREAT time even though had to stay at a urghh place.

Met this human being. Yeah and that’s all I’m gonna say. =)

And currently, my mom isn’t talking to me. Cos I sorta shouted at my sister cos I’m not actually awake. OK. Yes I admit I’m wrong. But I WAS still half asleep. I was late for tuition, and went upstairs to take some stuff. Then my sister shouted from downstairs, and I guess I just replied something kinda rude? Ah Idk what I replied. Like I told you, I was half asleep. She was furious bout it and hasn’t talked to me till today. And its WEDNESDAY today. Its so stressful not talking to her. So I hide in my room most of the time and cry myself to sleep. FML

Deactivated my Facebook account.

Due to some reasons. And I have to study for my Mid terms.

So. Good bye Facebook. I hate you.

Day 1 without her in school. LOL. This sounds so gay.

I’m just not used to it. No one asking me these :

“Deyna, kalau awak bijak bestari kan…. and followed by some random + stupid question.”

or

“Din, harini nak makan apa?” And its like another 2 hours baru break. = =

So. Yeah. Feels weird. EEE. Gay betul. Kenapa dgn saya harini???

So. Back to what I’m supposed to post.

Miss L of 4Sc2 telah dimarahi oleh Deyna Cheng.

So I did my report on the Bio experiment and put it together with other reports, and went to makan. After break, I came back and the paper is gone. VANISHED. So I shouted to the class, asking if anyone took them. No one layan me also. I assumed that I misplaced it. I was about to cry then I suppose. Stressed out lah that time. Can easily burst into tears. So I just took my Chemistry books and wanted to go to the lab. I saw Miss L’s book lying on Lenaka’s table. So I opened it, and guess what? My report is placed together with her book. Yes. She took them, without telling me, and well, I was boiling inside already. Went to the Chemistry class, and W showed me CY’s Chem book, which was lent to Miss L a few days ago. OMG. The book. If its mine book, memang die Ms. L. So after Add Math, everyone was packing and heading home. Miss L came to give me HER report. I stopped her, and totally marah-ed her bout my paper, AND CY’s book.

She just gave me that idiotic look of hers, which left me desiring to hurl out verbal abuses.

So haha. You missed the great show. Too bad you didn’t come today.

Today is a bad bad bad day.

Super-emo girl in class.

Being questioned by my Mod. Math teacher about the Emo girl.

WTH. So now its my fault she’s emo? I could have gone all Emo like her. 

Uhh. Whatever.

And the huge pile of homework.

And 3 schooling days without her. Who am I gonna talk to in class. I will be a complete loner in class.

Anger control. I so need this. But I’m doing quite well, for now. 

Please. If you can’t even respect your friend, you will go nowhere.

Yes. I might be a monitor. But I will really appreciate if you show some respect to me, as a friend.

You make people annoyed. You annoy people. My patience has reached its limit. You are just too annoying.

Trying to ask people to quiet down is not about being scary or not. Its about respect. If you respect the person, you will listen.

Being garang just make people hate you. And today, I just realized that you don’t respect me a bit.

Yes. I will choose the right path and ignore you.

Its better to do that. I am like a monster when I’m really angry.

The toilet door lock can be broken by me when I’m really angry. You can take a trip to my house and look.

You do not deserve at all to be my friend. And don’t call me Dey. Its not a name you can call.

Family saya? Oh. I count my friends as my family too. But some of those who are actually blood related to me, I don’t really see them as my family. Come on. You will feel like stabbing them countless times when you see them hurting your loved ones.

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This week is crazy. And its only Wednesday today. Oh. Hell. I have to wait until Friday. Hold. I have a stupid lame camp on Saturday and Sunday. Oh God. Why did I end up in all these misfortunes?

Lets see. On Tuesday. I got kena-ed by my bitchy Civics teacher again. Come on! Why must she keep doing all these annoying actions that students will hate?? So she made me ask her for permission to go out even though my friend already asked her on my behalf. I just walked out tagging along, and she called me. So I had to make a fake face and asked her. Everyone knew that I was being sarcastic when I asked her, but she seemed contented. I am thinking why. I told my friend, that one day I will be in the papers, and the headlines will be - Pelajar membaling kasut B-First ke arah guru Sivik sambil menjerit ‘Ha! Ambik kau!’. Yes. That might happen one day. Watch out Rosilawati. Even the goody goody kids in class can’t stand you.

Today. My dearest Bio teacher complained to Madam L about our class about not passing up her work. Hey, bitch, I passed it up the day before. You didn’t see it, its your fault. So the moment she asked the class about the books, I told her I put them into the 4Sc2 shelf outside the staffroom. She said she didn’t see them, so I went straight out to look for them. Hey, guess what. Someone just moved the books to the top of the shelf, and she didn’t see them! I took them back, and told her that I took them from the shelf. She didn’t believe me, and complained to Madam L about it after our Bio class. So we got kinda warned about this by Madam L. I had to go to Madam L to tell her that it was a misunderstand. (I actually wanted to tell her that her trainee teacher didn’t use her eyes to look for the books)  Its up to her to believe me or not, but I did put the books on the shelf.

Also today. I accidentally banged the car door and clipped my friend’s finger. I was so scared my face got all weird, I suppose. She now tells me that it might be herself, cos she was closing the door. Idk, but I still think its my fault.

I just kept thinking, why didn’t the storm + strong winds yesterday make the whole school collapse. If not, just make my classroom collapse.

Doing homework now. And hoping for the best tomorrow. Please, no more bencana alam. I am gonna get sick of being in 4Sc2.

Sorry about my beautiful language. I am just too stressed out. Its good enough. No the F word.

Damn. From the first period. Lecture, lecture, lecture, lecture.

During Civics lesson. Got lectured. And I got warned about my hair. Damn.

You bitch, even Mama did not say anything about my hair yet. If she has already warned me about it, then I have nothing to say if you’re unhappy with my hair.

Then Physics. Damn. I wasn’t in class that day and she fails to see that. I didn’t know a thing. And didn’t do the exercise sheet she gave. And she went lecturing again.

After Physics. Looked forward to a period of Malay before break. BUT. Got lectured also. This time, about copycats. The thing is, most of them are copycats in my class. But some are over stupid. They even copy other people’s written essays. No brain. Yes. I admit that I copied before, but those are Malay grammar exercises. So everyone’s answer is practically the same.

Add Math was a breeze! Two periods of Add Math without any tension.

English. Lectured again. This time its about our attitude. I guess the Civics teacher complained about us.

FML

Once again, I feel like I’m being used.

Everyone left. Only me and you around.

You have no one left to hang with. I’m the only one.

When you have them, I’m forgotten.

So. Whats even the point?

OK. Fine. Don’t reply my texts. Thanks a lot.

Spent half of my day at the school field, holding the stopwatch.

At the end of the netball matches, I realized that I got sunburned.

Arms all red now, hurts a lot when I touch it.

Face kinda red, but can’t be seen cos I’m dark. Tomorrow, I will be 2 tones darker!

And I’m super tired now.

I really wanna sleep now, but there’s Desperate Housewives later.

If I sleep now, I will wake up tomorrow morning, or maybe 2AM in the morning to wash up. I’m mad. I woke up yesterday night to bathe myself.

So I will definitely miss Desperate Housewives if I sleep now.

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You bitch, Miss Ng. Made my friend cry.